I did my second IVF transfer on 12/29 and Im anxiously awaiting my beta on Friday 1/6. Its a 5dt. Beta seems early but last time I did 3dt so I know 5dt is diffferent.
I go through periods of being really hopeful, optimistic, emotions in check and other times so convinced this isnt going to work, worried this will never work and crying at the drop of a hat. Everyone keeps telling me to “be positive” and “have faith”…even my husband! I have been positive and hopeful and done acupuncture and yoga and feel like it has gotten me nowhere. I go to baby shower after baby shower and while im happy for others, im resentful it was easy for them and hard for me. Im reading into fact I had no symptoms this time but when i was pregnant last year (m/c at 10weeks) I already had breast tenderness and enlarged breast and this time I dont.
All things considered I think im doing the best i can but wanted to see if other people felt this rollercoaster of hopefulness and pessimism? thanks