Everyone around me seems to be swimming in baby dust. My hubby is Army and we are stationed in K-Town Germany. It seems that every time I turn around a new soldier is showing up with a prego wife or little ones and I am asked to show her around, driver her here or there, it takes a bit to get a DL over here, or they need a sitter so lets ask the infertile one :grr:. The newest Sgt. in my hubby’s platoon just asked me to throw his wife a baby shower, they got married on a whim - after he cheated just because it was already paid for and why not then decided to try for kids, yep she got prego the day she got here!!! Seriously… ??? And I’ve been trying for over 6 years, more like 10, NEVER taken BC or used contraceptive devices at all!!! And our friends tell us we’re the lucky ones for not having kids… frustrating at how they take what comes to them so easily for granted! Hubby can’t understand why I don’t want to be around them but I tear up every time I see them… out of jealousy which is horrible but why should I continue to put myself through this? Is it wrong that I avoid all the prego people or the ones with babies? For my sanity I think not! Sorry had to vent!
Much love and baby dust to you all!