First of all, thank you to everyone who has been so kind posting on my threads. It has helped so much. I’m currently going through a miscarriage - just stopped my PIO shots so the doctor feels in the next few days it will naturally happen.
This was my 2nd IVF round with the last of my donor sperm - trust me, I’ve hunted down every possibility and there is no more. So it feels like this is the end.
I just can’t afford another round of ivf right now but I don’t want to wait because I’m 39. My cycles on all the medication have been awful and i actually think my follicles grow better without drugs.
I’ve been very up and down and of course, my initial thoughts are - I just want to keep trying, I don’t care about the biological aspect anymore. But perhaps I’m being too emotional.
My partner isn’t keen on a new donor and is very concerned with all our costs. We’ve already spent $28,000. So I have to think about our relationship and my family.
Part of me now wants to do the least evasive thing to my body and try IUI on a natural cycle…but…but…
I know I need to go to counselling to sort all this out - day by day…perhaps I’ll revisit this post 4 weeks from now and think differently.