Hi to all reading this! I am not one to post, but I really need understanding.
Does anyone feel depressed to the point of losing motivation? I have wanted baby #2 for TEN years, but all the years of not getting pregnant naturally and failed IUIs have worn me down.
Now my husband and I starting IVF and it has been such an emotional toll. The HSG caused me horrible pain, my husband’s bloodwork got dropped and set us back a few weeks. The cipro, bcp, or hsg dye caused a rash. I am still on bcp and waiting to see if I get a rash again after having a break from them (taking the sugar pills).
EVERYONE is driving me insane! I am usually calm and quiet. Since being on bcp my emotions are crazy, my legs cramp just to walk, I am irritable, nauseated, constipated, and just feel plain evil. My 10 year old step son is angry we are trying to have a baby.
I want to scream, cry, hide away from the world, and then just feel like me again. I feel so depressed and I do not feel like my hubby wants to hear it. It feels sooo lonely. Can anyone relate!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE someone have something nice or encouraging to say. I really need it!