[quote=JessStillWaits]I was so very happy yesterday to see the word “Pregnant” pop up on a digital test (CVS Digital.) I get a discount at CVS, so I that’s why I bought their test.
But today I had ZERO zero HCG in my blood. And it was Day 15 after ER.
If this were a chemical pregnancy, it wouldn’t have come down so quickly. Apparently.
The other thing is what I thought was a chemical pregnancy last year I am now thinking was also just these tests messing with me.
DO NOT USE THEM! BFN’s are heartbreaking enough!!! I am even more devastated today than I should have been as I was hoping to hear good news.
I am going to complain to CVS. I hope no other woman ever has to go through this.[/quote]
Jess-I have been following your post the past two weeks while I’ve been on BCPs waiting to start my 2nd cycle. I was devested for you today. My heart is broken for you.
I went to happy hour with my co-workers and last cycle I wouldn’t think of having a margarita at one week before meds. But reading all of your buddies on your 2ww I decided to say WTF, I’m having a margarita. I’ve been trying to get prego for two years and have put my life on hold, and I’m just getting sick of it. As you can see my signature, even a BFP doesn’t mean you are going to get your baby. But the desire to have a baby outweights the heartbreak we all experience.
My heart goes out to you and all the women out there that are this heartbreak roller coaster.