:babydust: I was so excited when I got my first BFP…all I could think about was in December before Christmas I would have the best Christmas gift ever. Now my dreams are beginning to become shattered!
I was at school taking my stressful finals and all of a sudden I felt a gush of blood. I went to the rest room and could not believe my eyes. I called my husband and immediately drove myself to the ER. There of course my pregnancy was confirmed but on the ultrasound they seen no fetal pole just two sacs😢 empty.
My HCG’s were 4900 cervix closed but I was bleeding so bad. I am sure I had a miscarriage, but hoping I’m not but I feel in my heart I am. I am scheduled for my RE to do an ultrasound on Monday. I really don’t even want to go and see another empty sac I would just prefer to get my HCG levels to see if they could possibly rise. This is so heart breaking but for some reason God is keeping me strong and sane.
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
I really hate posting stories like this , I love to read and post positive things but this is all a part of this fertility world and I did everything right…no sex, fruits and every color veggie, vitamins and ugh…