Last week I emailed my sis who stays out of town. She is quite close to me and has 2 sons. I wrote everything about how we have reached a decision of IVF and my state of mind etc etc.
I received her reply back today, which just said, ivf has good results, good n’ go ahead with it.
I was like &%^#&*%^##% do you really understand what I am going through!! I donno whether I was expecting more from her or what happened. But I really don’t feel good about this.
S’times even people close to you don’t get how bad the TTC pressure can be. Bcoz I guess they get things so so easily! It’s so sad n’ frustrating.
Now to top it all, my sis-in-law is going to start TTC this month … I’ve been married for 6 years and she got married just last year. The thought just kills me that she may (most probably will) have a baby before me. I donno how to handle this!!! ahhhhhhhhhh :grr: