I have this ongoing issue with buying pants because â€œwell, what if Iâ€™m pregnant?â€ Itâ€™s to the point where I havenâ€™t bought myself a nice pair of pants in two years.
The reason Iâ€™m bring this up right now is because I just bought myself a pair of corduroy pants, and last night I said to my DH â€œI think I should return these, I canâ€™t wear them for at least another month (itâ€™s too hot out), and what if I finally get pregnant?â€
What is wrong with me?!?! I feel like I plan EVERYTHING around this ongoing hope of being pregnant â€“ everything from vacations to birthdays to weddings to corduroy pants. I know that I need to just live my life and if Iâ€™m pregnant, these pants (vacation, dress for a wedding) will mean nothing to me, but I canâ€™t help myselfâ€¦Iâ€™m a planner.
Another example, I was a god mother to my SIL at her wedding (two years ago). I would NOT buy a dress until 2 months beforehand because â€œwell, what if I become pregnant?â€ Needless to say, I did not become pregnant, I could have bought a dress on sale but instead I paid full priceâ€¦JUST IN CASE!
AHHHâ€¦I annoy myself. :grr:
Anywayâ€¦does anyone else do this?