Hi Kate! Good luck with your cycle. I just finished mine and got my BFP yesterday from the first cycle! The whole process is so much more draining and intrusive than I expected so please feel free to ask me anything! I did most of my research on google to begin with, and can’t say that was the best or most reassuring info I could have gotten.
I did an antagonist protocol as well, using ICSI, and even though it was hard emotionally and a bit overwhelming, I would do it again in a heartbeat. We weren’t expecting this cycle to be a success so were already planning for the next cycle in advance, even knowing what a crazy, hormonal time it is.
Best of luck to you - and know that you are not alone in feeling anxious!