Sometimes I find it hard to be sitting in the waiting lounge at the doctors. After 4 years and several miscarriages, it is really hard not to feel really sad/ angry to be surrounded by so many many happy bumps!
I am a nice positive person normally. I’m not usually envious. Normally, i have the capacity share the joy of others. Not today. Sometimes, just sometimes, it makes me want to scream, sitting here in this waiting lounge for the past hour.
There, I’ve said it.