Hey everyone I need help ASAP! I called my SIL this morning to apoligize for having to stop her mid-conversation when she started telling me in detail how her uterus has allready thinned out, because it’s hard being there period right now, let alone graphic details about her uterus. Our infertility and the miscarriage have really taken an emotional toll on me, my marriage, and that was just too triggering to hear about anything that specific. I did say I’m sorry and just help up my hand and said I can’t, went to the bathroom and cried, and told my husband I needed to go home. Could have been much worse!
Anyways… after getting no call back from my SIL, I called my MIL since she’s allready 2cm dialated so it’s any time now. I told her I shouldn’t go to the hospital when the baby is born because I’m such a mess at times I’m 99% positive I’ll cry and don’t want to ruin the special day. Well… my MIL told me that’s not ok, and my SIL was really upset about last night but god forbid she actually call me to talk it through. So, now we’re back to the pink elephant in the middle of the room that on one wants to talk about, and I have no idea what to do. This is her third baby, not her first, and I don’t think they realize how hard it is to walk into the delivery floor right now. So, do I go to the hospital and get resented if I cry, which I will, or do I get resented for not going. These are people that will disown you, and there are tons of issues with an enmeshed family, alcoholism, enabling, etc. And they all live down the street. My DH said we’ll just bring a towel to dry the babies head from my tears. LOL What would you do???