I’ve never posted on any website, forum or blog. The only reason that I decided to now is that I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to about how this “process”.
We started trying to conceive in October 2003, and after the first month, :bfp: . I thought, what could be easier? After seeing the heart beat at 9 weeks I told everyone we were pregnant, it ended in a miscarriage 2 weeks later :wings: . I was devastated. I still save the ultrasound picture.
After that, my cycle has never been the same. My doctor put me on 5 cycles of Clomid to try and regulate things. I ovulated, but no pregnacy. I switched doctors and they ended up finding polyps on an HSG. I was scheduled to have a lap, but my period never came. I tested, and…:bfp: .
I now have a 2 1/2 year old son that is the love of my life (other than DH). We decided to try for #2 in August. Again, my period was irregular and after 75 days, I finally went back to the doctor. She told me after going off the pill I developed a cyst and was not ovulating.
I am on my 3rd cycle of Clomid (100 mg), HCG and Progesterone. I had my HCG shot 18 days ago, but I got another :bfn: . I stopped Progesterone 6 days ago, but I still don’t have my period :grr: . Who would have thought I would be so upset about not getting my period?
I think I am going to try on my own next month. These hormones are really getting to me and are very hard on our marriage.
How do I stay positive?