[quote=Kris79]Good luck! I think I know what you mean about the “failure” thing…I don’t have the chance of ever having a natural BFP, but I can’t say I don’t always think “miracles can happen” in the back of my mind. Now that AF is back, I’m dreading that monthly reminder that I can’t just get pregnant. I didn’t realize how accustomed I was to not having that lovely reminder. Funny how even with our precious babies, IF can still hunt us down and make us feel bad.
Good luck trying for baby #2…I’m starting to get anxious to try for a second also…but we’ve decided to wait to try until next September so I can have a little break between breastfeeding and TTC and also for job reasons. I hope you get your BFP soon, if you aren’t already pregnant![/quote]
I finally broke down and called the doctors office to see what I should do. I had started spotting Wednesday night, but by Thursday morning, it stopped.
So the doctor’s office wanted me to come in for a beta pregnancy test and progesterone level, just so they could see where in my cycle I was…
Well the verdict is…
Beta was only 25, so we are unsure if the hcg level is going down or going up. So I’ll go Monday and have another level drawn. In a way I’m shocked…but part of me already knew…its nuts…still trying to absorb LOL