Anyone else afraid they are losing their friends since losing their baby?
I was out with a girlfriend last night that I have know for over 25 years. We have been best of friends even in different countries, tons of relationships, sickness, deaths and celebrations. But last month she let me know that she is pregnant. I am truly happy for her, but can’t act happy for her without feeling fake.
I know she understand, and I know she feels for me, but I just don’t know how to be with her. How do I talk happy baby talk? How do I talk about baby names? How do I act happy when I want this so badly for myself.
So I broke down today thinking that I am going to lose a friend I have know for so long, because of me.