Well, I had high hopes. This was my first month on injectables, and I OVULATED! I couldn’t believe it. I was so happy, I was thinking, well if I don’t get pregnant right away at least I know that it’s possible to ovulate. I will know in a few short days if I am pregnant or not, today is 10dpo, but I have really really bad AF like cramps, so I’m guessing that it didn’t happen. Now, today I also found out, that my insurance who said they would cover my injectables, oh yeah they “covered” it, but my deductible is going to be 100%. WHAT?! I can’t believe this. That doesn’t even make sense to me. But what can you do… SO, I owe $1,301.80 on everything from this cycle. I can’t afford that. I can’t afford any future cycles at that price either.
Now, I don’t know if there are any ladies on here who are on a break, and if there’s a better section to post this please let me know. But how do you cope with that? I don’t want to have to take a break, but if this cycle doesn’t work, I am going to HAVE to take a break for financial reasons. It breaks my heart and I just don’t know what to do. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through and I’m just so frustrated.
Now don’t get me wrong, it’s great there’s so much funding for parents in need. But there’s allllllll this money (from the government and charities) going to people that have children and can’t afford them. Yet there’s nothing for women who could responsibly raise a child and just can’t afford the infertility treatments. Life really is unfair, isn’t it?