Well - 11dpiui, I got AF. And I know people can spot and think they have their period during this time, but my is full on and really bad.
This is my first IUI, and I know it typically takes a few times. I knew the whole time, I was being realistic that it may not happen. I didnt get myself upset at all during the 2ww…up until I saw AF. Instantly my mood went sour. Why why why??? Why do any of us have to go through this??? Why are there people out there that can just pop out babies all the time, but WE cant. WE all just want to be mommys. My mother had four kids, my sister has 4, my brother has 4, and my other brother has conceived in the past a couple times. A friend of mine wanted to get pregnant, and BAMB, next month she was.
Tomorrow I have to go get the official blood test. Thats like rubbing salt into my wound. Then start this whole thing over again. Ive only done it once and Im already mentally and physically exhausted. I think the world of all you that have done this for months and years. You are amazing and strong and couragous! Dont ever ever forget that!
Thanks for letting me vent and I do have a couple questions if anyone can help!
I have PCOS and I usually have a 35 day cycle. This time is came before 28 days. Does taking gonal f and/or the ovidrel make my cycle more regular or force AF to come earlier? Does they make AF worse than normal…ie, cramping bloating and flow?
:babydust: to you all!!! Stay strong!!!