So we have all been have all been here. Right in the middle of the dreaded 2WW and absolutely worried and freaking out.
I think it’s because I know this is realistically our try. Not because of cost but more that I can’t keep putting my body through this and my DH can’t stand to see me suffer.
So this time it’s been kinda the same but different. I had cramping and discomfort. I have had one bad day of nausea and my boobs are really sore. But for the most part I feel fine and normal. Last time I had a lot more cramping and at this point I started to get really tired.
I know it’s too early… I know that every time can be different… I know the hormones can make you feel all this. And that is what is so cruel.
I am 7dp3dt of two perfect grade a eight cells that had assisted hatching done. I’m so hopeful but yet so worried. This road here is never a cake walk but this time it’s been a lot smoother. But the memory of last time is still so fresh. The feeling bad, the low betas, the constant cramping and in the end the miscarriage. I often say that i wished I would have just gotten the BFN because the loss was so hard. But now I find myself just as sacred of the BFN as I am of the miscarriage.
Oh… And I want to start the POAS obsession but once again it’s way to early and i know it will be negative this early.
Thank you for all the support.