Over before it even began - depressed


I Hi everyone,

My name is Akkie and I’m new here. Hope I’m posting in the right spot. I am feeling depressed and hopeless right now.

I’m 37 (almost 38) and am going through secondary infertility and grief. I have one daughter from a sperm donor from my 20s when I was diagnosed with premature ovarian failure. Now it’s in remission but I have age working against me. Gearing up to do IVF by myself in the next couple months

Anyone have advice? Hopeful words? I have a very low Antral follicle count



Don’t you lose your hope. I was not trying to conceive as I was infertile for forever. I had hysterectomy cancer at early stages. We had the right treatment for it but I was infertile for life after its treatment. I was unhappy because I was infertile for life. But husband supported me and said we will have a baby from surrogacy. He took a long break from his work and start our journey. Soon we will be back at home with babies in our arms.