I feel so frustrated and discouraged lately. This past Thanksgiving was so difficult to get through considering that practically every women in my family has a new baby. I feel like the only one without kids and it just makes the holidays so difficult to get through when I see all these happy parents with their babies. After several years, it is so painful to get through family events. I see how happy DH is with our nieces and nephews, and it really saddens me. I feel so guilty for not being able to give him children.
After this last failed cycle, I’ve decided to take a break for the holidays. I feel so depressed right now and I don’t think I can put on a happy face anymore.
I don’t want to give up, but I guess I just need some words of encouragement. I would really appreciate it. Thanks.